Sunday, August 17, 2008

I'm Letting Go!

As most of you know, I've been struggling lately. Struggling in a huge way.

Last night was one of those times at GCC that I truly believe Rob was talking to me. It's likely there were 500 other people in the room...but he was talking to me. Everything he said struck a cord, everything he did, he did for me. I'm so thankful I go to a church that knows exactely what I need.

It's time to let go. It's time to trust that better things are yet to come, it's time to fly.

As I was listening to Rob speak last night, I was flipping through my Bible. My dear friend Lisa and I had the opportunity to attend the Women's Retreat last Spring. I believe it was there that I was given this piece of paper that I found in my Bible last night. It has two songs on it. I can't remember if we sang them, or the purpose of the paper...other than me sticking it in my Bible and finding it last night...just when I needed it.

The Heartache that No One Sees
I've carried it around and I've hid it from the light
I've learned how to smile and pretend I'm alright
But I'm tired of this running and I'm tired of the pain
It's the wounds we deny that drive us insane
There is a heartache that no one sees
A frozen tear inside of me
I think tonight I'm going to set it free
Come and heal the heartache no one sees
I'm going down deep to the place that is broken
Going to embrace it, bring it out to the open
And bathe it in His grace
Make peace with the truth that I couldn't face
There is a heartache that no one sees
A frozen tear inside of me
I think tonight I'm going to set it free
Come and heal the heartache no one sees
Take this heartache, take this shame
Melt these tears and let them fall like rain
It's time to let go. It's time to trust that better things are to come. It's time to fly. I know My God will be my catcher. I want to enjoy the ride.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

God has a plan for you. At certain times, it is so hard to trust that. Just let go. Breathe and realize you will soon be caught. Not in your time but HIS.